Monday, June 30, 2008

Where Will You Walk?

Don't you know that HIS all consuming fire will engulf our souls?
Laying to waste all that hinders us from reaching our full potential.

Like Peter we too can walk on water, if we believe that it is Jesus, that is calling us. And if we do lose focus of our faith and strength then be assured that Jesus is right there to grab our hand and walk with us back to safety. What impossibility are you facing today, hardship at work, marriage in turmoil, tragic sickness invading the comfort of life? Then know that Peter did not know his potential before he step out of the boat in the midst of a storm. He merely heard Jesus say "come to me" and he obeyed. What happened after that was tremendous, amazing, and supernatural.

Peter in his frail, sinful, human body overcame earthly laws and walked on water towards Jesus. Today Jesus is calling all of you that are in the mist of a storm, he is saying, "come to me" if you will just step out and walk to Jesus, you will see that you too can overcome earthly laws and restore you marriage, ease strife at work, and repair the human body to its healthy self.

Don't you know that HIS all consuming fire will engulf our souls?
So my question to you is "WHERE WILL YOU WALK? WILL YOU STAY IN THE BOAT OR GET OUT AND WALK ON WATER?!"

Friday, June 13, 2008

Tazer Training


So I'm face to face with Pain, Fear and Torment and it's an extremely hard battle to stand firm in the face of such enemies. tomorrow I am going through tazer training which will cumulate in Me and maybe two other officers getting shot and electrocuted for 5 seconds. Now some of you might say " Dude it's only 5 seconds, what are you crying about?!" I say to you (if you haven't felt the extreme pain of 55,000 volts of electricity going through your body) You simply don't understand. It's 5 seconds of eternity, and the pain is a plight of which I haven't felt before.
You see I have learned something that I had forgotten from this whole ordeal. And that is TO NEVER RUN YOUR MOUTH ABOUT SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT. Since the day that we (the security department) heard that we were getting a Tazer, me and another Supervisor ran our mouths about how MANLY we were. Well it turns out that right now I feel like quite a pansy. The day that we got the training equipment for the tazer, this stupid Puerto Rican had to open is big mouth and tell the boss that he could try out the alligator clips on him ( the clips that latch on to your clothing) . Our boss didn't hesitate one second. In total 3 of us got tazed that day. Now I know what it feels like (well our boss said it will feel worse, since we are going to have two barbs sticking into us) and I have NO desire to revisit the realm of pain that it puts you in.
Call me a baby, a pansy, a punk, whatever you want. All I have to say is get tazed and then come talk to me! I 100% guarantee that your perspective on the situation will have changed.
So Pain, Fear and Torment, I will see you at 5am tomorrow, I hope you are ready for a showdown. Cuz its gonna be a long 3 hours of fighting. HOOOAAAH!!!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

As The Night Shines

As the Night shines,
my eyes whine for they want to see the Light.
It seems that the Darkness is growing... gaining strength,
but my eyes still yearn for the sweet release that the Light brings.
I fight and struggle to find my way,
yet I can find nothing.
Are my efforts in vain, do I struggle and search for a mere figment of my imagination?
My mind begins to war within me with my heart.
My Mind tells me to embrace the Darkness, it says it's always going to be there.
But my Heart tells me to keep pushing forward, don't give up "seek and you shall find".
Truly it is hard to see hope, when physical sight is not a attribute I seem to be able to obtain.
But I keep searching...I keep feeling through the Night... Searching for that hope......


...To be Continued

Monday, June 2, 2008

What do I do?

What do I do Lord?
I have so many ideas but no clue Lord.
No clue how to reach them or see them come to pass.
It's like I'm looking through a telescope at some distant galaxy.
A galaxy I desperately want to reach and explore,
but all I can do is look at it through the glass.
So what do I do Lord?
Can you Help me find my way to this uncharted territory that I so long to reach?
Help me Lord, I'm in the dark on this one,
but I know that you can light up my path and lead me to.........